25% of our jc life is over and now for the next 25%.

CT results are all back, not as i had expected but then again, what is ever predictable in rj except spotchecks and canteen food. As i have been shown time and again, my math always owns my other subjects even though it is the bane of my life. i love econs and geog and lit but they always hover south. Thankfully pnp is beginning to look up a bit; but yeats is terribly volatile. i bite the words off in disgust.

Work is piling up as well: the ASEAN quiz coming up in less than 2 weeks, GP work piling up, softball commitments, etcetera etcetera... normal work has been pushed aside and ignored. my borrowed library books for the modern anthology are lying forgotten at the top of my shelves. the ethics and journalism book i borrowed has not been touched much either. needless to say, the economist is still lying pretty and wrapped up in a corner... sometimes i wished i could read something with one eye and another piece with the other and that my brain could process both at the same time. science doesnt have to be banally painful all the time you know. time to do something really like a kind of breakthrough for rj students. to make us able to study twice as much without tiring, for example.

witness the intellectual and physical disparity genetically determined in rj. some people are just imba freaks who can do everything well. unfortunately im not one of them.

and i think that people outside raffles have no right to call us elitist if they dont even know at least 5 rafflesians personally. even 5 can be too small a sample size for making such a blanket assertion, but one has to be charitable at times.

alright enough ranting. time to sleep before i conk out right here.