hello world.

its the second day of the first week of term 2.

how interesting. lalalaa.

today i made a shocking discovery. my seating partner's becoming numb to the world!

normally i talk to her in class and joke and stuff and she responds. now when i talk to her she is like, numb! she doesnt feel anything! ahhhh im going crazy!!

nolah. just worried about her, that's all. if both of us become crazy then my other seating partner how. she sitting beside two stony people, also will go crazy one.

sigh. do you know that no sec four taught by mr eric lau put "strongly agree" for the question "i seldom worry about life" or something like that? what does that show you about the nature of rgs?? by the time you reach sec four, if you still are bochap and stuff you are so gonna die ah. but then you also get people like my seating partner who are not bochap but they dont worry so badly already. its like they have lost all sense of excitement, adrenaline, fear, horror, or anxiety. they have become mere homework-doing, pt-finishing machines. they have become robots. they have stopped living and are only existing to get through secondary school and i heard from seating partner that rg principal actually mentioned some propaganda on the newspaper on how rgs actually spaces the work out and lets students enjoy their work due to the lack of the o levels. bullshit! look at people like my seating partner! want more proof??

gahh. by the way im not mentioning names on this post for fear of possible repercussions in light of certain events which have made people feel less secure. but well. at least i still can feel fear, if not other emotions.

but sec four in rg is not the worst. my softball senior lost 3kg in the first 2 months of going to RJ! how bad is that. anyway she says she lost 3kg but most of us in softball dont believe her. we think she lost at least 5 or more. see the stress man. and another senior says that if you can get through jc, you can go through anything in life. wow. can i transfer to poly like, right now??? sigh.

anyway got to go soon. its already 10 plus and i got a game tomorrow. homework can always rush in school lah. bye bye world.