these days i seem to be becoming increasingly crazy. 408ers and softballers will know what i mean. hahaha. it seems like in the morning im really dead and sleepy then when class comes i suddenly come alive and do and say weird things. lol this morning's singing episode during english proves it all xD

hahaha and im feeling really stressed. today math pt AND ss pt were given out. and both projects' proposals are due next week -.- plus ss pt is 30% of the whole year! thats really crazy lah. if i flunk it i die. -dies-

and for math mrs chew is assigning us our groups. she says she will ask for feedback from other subject teachers before making the groupings -.- lets hope i get someone i can work with and not someone who keeps getting distracted. people like leening and cat and lydia and possibly lichen. it would be a blessing to get lichen in the group, on serious thought. or brenda or christabel. hmmm. the math geniuses.

im becoming more backward in a lot of stuff. nowadays if i score like 60-70% on something im happy. possibly a result of being in rg for so long. and i suspect im gonna suffer burnout sometime soon. softball season starts next week.

dont need to sleep already lah. rgs encourages bad habits no matter what they say about an all-rounded education. number one we had a one hour talk immediately after school today which prevented me from eating lunch until 3.30. hello 3.30's like teatime already lah. stupid jalleh.

number two. we are encouraged to take up leadership roles and stuff but the amount of work we have seriously only allows those with a greater tolerance of sleeping late and greater overall stamina to succeed. and sadly i am not one of them.

number three. rg is SERIOUSLY biased toward gepers. 'nuff said.

number four. it promotes greed. think of the sec four math pt.

this list is not exhaustive but my mind is just too zonked out to be able to go on any more. i have math tuition tonight and im seriously going to die cos i seem to have stopped all thinking. school is already so draining, how to do other things i ask you?

dont come rg if you dont mind. it burns you out.