sometimes i wish that i could just forget all the work thats due in the near future and bury my head under the bedcovers and have a nice little nap without any worries.

sometimes i wish that i could just have a day or two, just being able to sit down at my desk, read a good book or magazine, and sip coffee and munch on chocolates with ABSOLUTELY no worries about homework, disturbances, or potential consequences on health.

evidently this hope is very much unfulfillable at this moment in time.

having just found a little time to blog, i have decided to report my uninteresting academic life so far first. our SMP project has finally been accepted into SSEF due to (i think) the intense lobbying of my teacher in charge. i dont know whether to be happy or sad about this, but i guess whatever happens is according to the will of God and i should give thanks to Him for it. so thank You God =)

alright. i seem to be having mood swings nowadays. even cat noticed. i'll be extremely high during certain lessons (eg PE) or english, and do a lot of weird stupid things that even i am beginning to try to understand, and then i stone like siao in other classes or times like recesses and lunches though my behavior in those are still kind of erratic and havent established a certain discernable pattern. maybe it has something to do with the amount of coffee i down in the mornings. hmm.

you see, the more coffee i down the longer the period of time that i'll stay alert, right? the longer the period of time i stay alert the longer i'll be hyper cos im generally not hyper when im tired. and coffee doesnt really make you more alert it just prevents the "tired" signals from going to your muscles or whatever to make you feel tired, so it justs prolongs fatigue. Therefore when the effect of coffee wears off, i'll be even more tired than i was in the morning, making me extremely stone in the later hours of the morning! yay i rock! and no its not a slippery slope -glares at whoever- hahaa.

alrights am very tired now, shall log off. dunno why im so used to sleeping early nowadays that i get tired when i sleep like at 11. die i have no threshold for stress lah. and theres crescent match tomoro. hmm. good outlet for stress? i dunno. let's wait and see (= hahas alrights. shall go do the greta mountain of homework that is waiting for me. sayonara.