i am going crazy. is that bad?

just finished ss pt proposal. thank God that being in rg for an extended period of time enables you to crap your head off. thats essentially what my proposal is x_x but anyway its not assessed so who cares. the more important thing is the final product.

anyway. had a rather eventful weekend. on saturday, met lynette early in the morning at around 7 at bukitbatok mrt to go to rj together. when we reached there the t&f capts already did everything liao so me and lynette basically had nothing to do at all there except to read the really exciting book she borrowed from the library and watch the soccer match going on between the jap school and rj. haha obviously the jap school was better. most of the jap people had long hair (read: guys) and their bimbotic girlfriends were sitting in the stands chatting excitedly. lol. then dora and laufun came cos dora wanted to pass me the cadbury chocolate her sis bought back from australia. hahahaha thanks dora! (though i dont think she knows about this blog's existence. then again, not many people do) lol i alternated between reading the book together with lynette and chatting with dora and laufun and making several trips to the toilet (and the pull-up bars outside the toilet hahahaah) yep was fun but i practically wasted my entire morning. then rushed back home cos pastor and his wife plus another couple from church would be coming to our house for lunch. just came out of the bathroom like minutes before pastor arrived x)

after lunch i did math pt then i fell asleep cos i was so tired. (i woke up at 5.45am okay!) then when i woke up it was 4.30! tf starts at 4.30 every sat. so i was contemplating whether to go for tf or not and i decided to cos or else chrystal would scold me on sunday when she sees me xD she has done that regularly for the past few weeks cos i had been missing tf. i suspect they want to see if i can join tf comm by end of year thats why chrystal's nagging at me to go cos how can you be in comm but not come for sessions? lol but i dunno sats are like my only free days where i can finish hw. and yesterday joel practically forced me to go for guitar lessons in tf from 3 every sat. i dunno if i can make it or not leh. i badly want to learn guitar but should i sacrifice my sat afternoons just like that?

then again i see people like leening who have regular commitments like syo and 3rd lang still and i feel guilty lah. im seriously confused. anyway. as the Lord leads i guess. today pastor's message was "wait upon the Lord." i think its very true =) so i shall apply it! haha.

anyway to wrap up today i went boot-shopping with liping after church. she's the one who needs to buy a pair urgently, not me, and end up i was the one who made a purchase and not her. somehow the boots she chose was not in stock lah hahaha. and mine was. lol.

anwyay got to go now. had high fever this afternoon when i was boot-shopping lah. then came back and slept so feeling better now. hope will be able to play in matches this week.