Here I Am To Worship

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
19:55
haha zishan i promise you this post wouldnt end with "to be continued" if i can help it lol. maybe my primary problem is being too verbose sigh. ah well.

just came back from tf camp in church. haha and the sad fact is that i have lost my voice. losing your voice isnt a very pleasant thing especially since the whole group was banking on you to be the "lawyer" in "Kangaroo Court". for those who havent played kangaroo court before, its a court thingo where each group has a lawyer and the lawyer brings forth [stupid and rubbishy] allegations against people from another assigned group. i got accused once of talking too much (now you know why i lost my voice haha) but thats about all thankfully. heh samantha got accused like more than 5 times cos why? her brother was the lawyer from the group that was assigned to watch us x) poor samantha.

woo i love the capt's ball games. on monday we all played capt's ball straight for at least an hour. i was the captain (the one standing on the box to catch the ball) almost all the way through and haha many times throughout joel was commenting that i'm an undefendable captain ( my church tf plays a version with a defender in front of the capt to hit away any ball thrown to the capt) cos i jump so high. yep that helped my group beat topaz 13-10 in one game woo. and we even beat amber 5-3. for your info, amber is the group with joel, ethan, sharon and chrystal, all who play either bball or netball with the exception of chrystal who is an excellent capt. they managed to beat us in the second game against them though. but i didnt really mind cos well its only a camp lah. overall, amber was the winning team followed by mine. it was quite surprising cos we were the last group on saturday with 610 points. the others all had like 700+ points. so we were like resigned to losing and thus didnt bother to play well. maybe that helped us win. the relaxed mindset.

yep. so i have mc from work and training. rather sad, i have been sleeping for the most part of today due to the extreme drowsiness my medicine inflicts on me. even now im feeling extremely drowsy cos i just took my med. such an uneventful life sigh. i have so far skipped three trainings le. really sad but i cant do anything about it except take my med faithfully and pray that i get well soon. ah well. tata!



Wednesday, November 23, 2005
07:14
housecamp was funfunfun! xD me likes house camp! me hopes there're more house camps in the future! whee! hahaha.

okay sorry just had to get that out feeling kinda frivolous this morning. well. house camp. had to go early on friday to help to set up and everything and confirm the sequence of events with the capts. of course they absolutely refused to tell me what the icebreaker games were all about since i had to play them too. hahah but i din mind cos they were fun! =D and i love my group. go BLENDED FISH AKA SHARKS' FIN CLUB! me loves you! yay =D

anyway yeah. mission bloo was the highlight of the day i think, what with me having to mop up after every group and all. it got really gross hahaha. mrs lim showed me a way to wring out the water from the mop, but the problem is she asked me to wring it out on a patch of dry floor which just defeats the purpose doesnt it? ah well.

haha i think i was very kind to the groups that i had to give forfeit to before giving them my locker combi. they better not try to invade my locker next year! gah. well. yeah and i made my group sing auldlangsyne cos lynette smsed me to tell me to make them do something different. wahaha you should have seen the actions that went along with it. dora and marese played the parts of the parting friends, and were weeping and wiping invisible tears in the beginning of the song. then when the song said that they reunited, they came together and linked arms and started prancing around like little children xD the funniest part was when the last sentence "we'll take a cup of kindness dear for auldlangsyne" was sang. they held up an imaginary cup, then linked arms and "drank". darn funny i tell you everybody was laughing when my group performed it in the canteen. i love my group.

okay gtg now. will continue some other time. (=



Wednesday, November 16, 2005
12:01
farewell and class chalet!! ohmy i spent like 50+ bucks on these two days i can hardly believe it can. but it was worth it (= both were super fun and memorable. woo.

so on monday, 14th, i woke up at like 8 and very kan-chiong-ly ate breakfast and blah and proceeded to finish the last of the presents and then the notes. well needless to say i was rushing extremely cos i was supposed to meet the rest for amazing race at orchard mrt at 2, and that meant that i would have to leave house by 1. the banes of living in jurong. anyway. yeah so i was ordering my brother around helping me to do stuff so that i could at least make it on time to the amazing race thing. but he had to leave early for school cos his school only had half day that day so yeah i had to do everything myself. wahaha tempers were flaring i tell you. i should get a better sense of time.

well then i finished at around 12.45. great right. so i rushed to eat (i finished a bowl of rice + vege +eggs + meat in 2 minutes) then bathed then left. whahaha. yeah then left home without even bothering to clear up the mess i left on the kitchen floor after making seniors' presents. simply didnt have time you see. heh.

yeah i was the latest to arrive at orchard but at least it wasnt so bad, it was 2.30 and they were still there discussing. yep then when farhan and kh arrived to help them play the game (woah they are super sporty) then we separated and started the game. woah i tell you ruoqi knows wisma + taka like, at the tips of her fingers or something. hahah when we the sec threes were planning the thing, we walked around 3 floors before realising that the body shop was on the first floor -.- and ruoqi and bel and deborah just walked straight to it without asking us for directions. (x we sec threes are too innocent for words. whahaha. you should have seen bel and deb pretending to bathe in body shop. me cola and ping were laughing our heads off lor. whaahhaa. i wonder what the staff thought x)

yeah then the rest werent very fun to describe cos i mostly didnt get to see the funny parts cos the three of them seniors were walking so super fast that well, me cola and ping were left trailing behind. haha. oh yeah and the part about taking photos with someone one head taller than you, we managed to spot hong shen at j8 so they took a pic with him. cool right. heh.

oh yeah then everything died down at citylink mall. my group was faster (duh!) so we went to starbucks to drink coffee. bel and ruoqi joined us later then deb came. when the rest of them arrived, we al went with them to do the thing together. last stop anyway. then we decided to give up and deb went to treat them at starbucks again i think. wahah then me cola and ping decided to go to walk around citylink since we already had our coffee (well ping and cola had fraps but anyway) yeah it was fun walking around and talking about stuff and joking. when we finally decided to return to starbucks we found yuezhen sleeping and chris talking to weehao. wahah then we all created a ruckus by playing heizhima and baizhima and jikoupa and whatnot. hahas so childish. but fun lah. cola is so difficult to beat at jikoupa! whahaa. but shes fun when playing heizhima cos she gets all confused about which is which 20 secs into the game. whee. hahahaha.

right then we decided to make our way to dhoby ghaut mrt to fish and co lah. the rest of the sec ones and twos were already there, plus some of the sec fours who didnt come for the amazing race. we said goodbye to farhan and kh at the mrt. hahas then we started giving out the presents. first ping zhen chris and bin gave out the sewed softballs to the seniors who were squealing wahahas. yeah i do admit they are cute. hahas. then cola gave out her strawberries together with her sis and then i mustered the courage to give out my sand bottles. whee i was the only one who gave notes. ahhaah and come to think about it they look like graduation certs. yay then the food came. it was so funny ping was supposed to share a seafood platter with bin and the soup that came with it was supposed to be shared between both of them too. ping started drinking it first and was three-quarters through when bin squealed and ping realised that it was supposed to be shared -.- wahahaha the ensuing pushing back and forth of food was hilarious cos ping was trying to make up for the soup by pushing more food and drink toward bin. ah well. hee i finished my fish but not my fries. must have been the starbucks, i din feel hungry at all. hahaa. we also played I Never and when someone i cant rem who said i never had a boyfriend chris went to drink her water -.- apparently she and weehao and together. then she was describing how they supposedly agreed to be together over msn but there was no explicit agreement lah so i just well decided to amuse myself watching espn and starsports instead, given my vantage point near the centre and facing the tv sets. our opposite table which was filled with another group of older boys and girls were making a lot of noise. and guess what. the downstairs guests complained. the worst thing was , the manager guy came up to scold us instead of the other table! i mean look at us, a bunch of 13 to 16yr olds. could we scream and yell yam seng so loud and so low as the other table full of at least 17yr olds with GUYS??? stupid manager. fortunately one of the waitresses went to tell him that it was the other table that was making so much noise not us. and he didnt even bother to say sorry and just left. shit him lah. but thanks to the waitress though (=

ah. i left around 9.20 to go for class chalet. woo thank God my dad could find his way around and we arrived at costa sands aeast coast at around 10? we found the place promptly and i waved goodbye to pa and mum and tim and they left. the room was so small!! haha only kelly andrea kim christabel alexis lydia and of course rach was there. at around 10.30 andrea left cos she couldnt stay overnight. whee then they decided to go out and wak along the beach. but me having been expressly forbidden to go out at night, i stayed back in the chalet with christabel and we talked and watched tv. there was nothing nice on lah. then around 12 i couldnt stand it anymore and fell asleep. fortunately christabel stayed awake and let the people in around 1. and they tokd and toked for hours. i finally woke up at 3am when they were discussing underwear and whatnot -.- they were so surprised when i suddenly sat up whahaha. then we toked for awhile and they played taiti and then slowly everybody started falling asleep starting with lydia then alexis and christabel went to lie down then kim then kelly then rach then me. i went to switch off the tv and didnt really sleep cos i just woke up mah. so i just stayed half-awake, me and rach sharing a pillow and a blanket. wahaha then at 5 i woke up, surprised to find the light off, and christabel was awake too, and she went to check her watch. thats how i knew it was 5. mm so i went back to sleep and woke up again when kelly's alarm clock woke everybody else up and their noise woke me up. whhahahah.

-to be continued-



Friday, November 11, 2005
17:02
wahah i have a sudden craze for limericks! woo at the expense of some people x) whahahas.

craps! when you see lichen is coming
beware! she is ever so cunning
if your back is to her, she will light up and cheer
and you'll wish you've done more thinking
there was once a little girl called catherine
She was always forever singing
if you sat beside her, you might just go bonkers
and your head will start to ring
there was once a little girl called lichen
who strutted about like a fern
She could never concentrate, though her teacher got irate
she could always ace her turn.
okay. haha time to go now and do some room-clearing! -looks guilty- seeya!



Thursday, November 03, 2005
20:26
yay today was a happy happy day! (=

firstly we went out to [edit]___ then etc etc (woohoo any senior who has somehow dreamt of the words before editing please try your very best to obliterate them from your memory x) i mean, what am i talking about right? hahahah[/edit] mrts to come up with the amazing race thing for farewell (= woops. haha better not say any more in case any senior is reading this. hahahaa.

okay then we separated at 4 and i took the train back towards boon lay (= then on the way i decided to alight at clementi to go to clementi central to see if they sell nice wallets/purses x) cos i wanted to buy one. ahha. but they didnt really have anything )= so i decided to follow my original plan of going to the wallet shop in jurong point to buy the wallet ive always wanted to buy heh. yep so when i reached there jurong point was realy crowded. everywhere i turn i see maids and bangladeshi workers. haha. i made my way to the shop which was also crowded and then looked through the wallets lah. in the end there was a showdown between billabong and ozozo sac. i chose ozozo sac (= i was glad i made that choice. firstly ozozo is more than 10 bucks cheaper than billabong. secondly the billabong one was too big. thirdly i think the ozozo one will last me longer because it is more classy. heh (=

lol. i think brands like billabong and nike are obscenely overpriced x) just like swensens pasta hahah. lol that was totally random. but anyway yah. if you want pasta, go pastamania. its much cheaper and theres more variety. -nods head.

tmr is last day of school which is also conveniently clean-up day. 308ers must remember to bring rags to school! haha. im so looking forward to getting back report book man -.- like wow over how my gpa has dropped drastically. grr.



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