i think i'm really retarded. haha but aniwae.

just crashed-mugged for bio SPA and chem post test tmr. woots i think i'll fail. i do badly in everything. no matter how hard i try, i still come back with results that make my parents stare at me as if im a human with no brains. then all around i get this chorus of "oh i did badly" then when i ask them how much they got, they inevitably will get like WAY HIGHER than me -_-" thanks alot man. that helped.

and everyone's like so hardworking its scary. im still in this slacker mood. but everyday i walk into class and i see vanessa practising math questions from workbook. i hear that didi is practising 10 math qns everyday. yangzhe and zhanghe study together like almost everyday from last week onwards. fanfan went to national library to mug chem last friday. the examples go on and on. and what am i doing here huh? shoo gen. remember your long-lost membership in the muggers' club? reclaim it. it'll be better for your sanity.

anyway. its 10 plus now. time to sleep. and stop musing.